the fact that ellen doesn’t have to insult celebrities to be funny makes her 500% more amazing then she already is
instead she takes photos with them and buys them pizza
I don’t have much to say all the time. And so sometimes people wonder what’s wrong with me. Like can I not like to talk all the time? I don’t like being the center of attention. AT ALL.
It’s hard to change yourself, especially when you feel so comfortable in your position. But you must, because growing out of your comfort zone benefits you so greatly. I need to change for myself. I don’t need a new beginning. I need to want out of this dark place I put myself in and regain my inner strength. I’ve been lost within myself for so long. I’m not planning to get up one day out of bed and tell myself I’m going to be happy. I’m going to change my perspective slowly. I will suffer less and feel less sorry for myself. I will hope more. I have to do it. I must. For if I don’t, I feel I’d die soon because there would be nothing else to live for unless I put something in front of me and make it my world. For the past few years, I’ve felt like I’ve just been breathing for nothing. I haven’t lives for anything, not even myself. And it’s so fucking hard to tell someone these things. I feel so irritable at times because people have so many ideas on how I should live my life. I want to get up on my own. There’s a part of me that still cares for people though. I want to be there for those who may feel pain mentally even tho their lives are not physically that bad. I’ve been in so much pain, not to say I have it worst, because I know we all struggle with ourselves. I just don’t want to feel like dying every single fucking day anymore okay. Just do it, hohoua. Have a great day, and you’ll survive today again.
sometimes u might feel u look like:
and sometimes u might feel you look like this:
but just remember in both cases you’re still a masterpiece
Ellen should win an Oscar for being Ellen
"and the oscar for best ellen degeneres goes to…. ellen degeneres"